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Lesbian Euphoria

Asemahle Mgayi

Poetry 

Originally Published: 10 July 2026

Just Friends

— Sharing its title with the cover of the same name by Sasha Keable.

I lust after women

Imagine how soft our first embrace will be

I write poems from singular encounters

Imagine what my nectar will taste like from her lips

I dream of my mouth being her seat

Her name being known by all my friends

And all our neighbours

I hold space for her drunk calls

And flow into the chemistry of another by nightfall

I am lover of women

And severely lust after them

I want a land of lovers

Who overflow at the sight or thought of me at the nape of their necks

And look up in glee from between my legs to catch my eye as I climax

Before I make her legs shake

As I refuse to unbury my face from between those thighs

Turning my mouth into a church I never want to leave

All Over You

— Titled after “all over u” by Rowena Fysx

I didn’t want to let go

and felt you didn’t want to either

Your eyes met me to ask if I am okay then to ask if I was leaving already

One last touch before you left that felt as electric as the first

If I say I want you

Will it feel like our touch

welcomed and sensual

Or will the tune climax

and the dance halt

 

If only I could say something as sensual as our touch

Intimacy

Younger me didn’t know we could be this free

Surrounded by women

Cross-faded and tipsy

Sending sweet nothings to a girl I’ve been speaking to for some time

While ensuring that the ethereal beauty I saw across the room

knows her beauty stopped me in my tracks

Catching the whines of women

Who cause me to thank God

for creating music

and dance floors

and me

Makes me want to build an altar

where I may worship women

Have my baby bi self in the front row

Seated next to my non-binary lesbian self

Showing them that this is divinity

Legacy in ways I never thought it could be

Thanking DJs for their sets

As this frequency of joy and acceptance transcends this room

Transporting us through House from underground clubs in Chicago, to Afrobeats

powered by Lagos before taking us on a transatlantic hiphop journey to NYC

Pausing throughout the night to take this all in

For I couldn’t imagine that this would be my life

That I would feel this good about an identity

I once deeply shamed myself for

About the Poems 

Lesbian Euphoria is a collection of three lyrical poems that together form an intimate meditation on queer non-men’s desire, embodiment, and self-acceptance, written from the perspective of a Black non-binary lesbian poet.

“Just Friends” is an unapologetically erotic piece that celebrates the poet’s lust for women through sensory richness and spiritual language, with the body becoming a sacred space.

“All Over You” is a fleeting encounter held carefully in memory, where a single charged touch opens into longing and the fear that naming desire might shatter it.

“Intimacy” is a scene of communal queer joy on a dance floor that becomes almost liturgical. The poet witnesses their younger, shame-filled self and offers them proof—through music, movement, women, and belonging—that this identity is not something to grieve but something divine. Through the poem’s geographical arc (Chicago, Lagos, New York), the poet roots their personal liberation within a global Black cultural inheritance.

Together, these three poems move from lust to longing to liberation, charting a journey toward a self that is fully seen and no longer ashamed. The intertextual anchoring to songs by Sasha Keable and Rowena Fysx signals that this queer joy exists in conversation with a broader artistic community that holds and reflects it back.

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ASEMAHLE MGAYI

Asemahle Mgayi was born in East London and raised in Johannesburg. They are a recent graduate of the Methodist University with a Bachelor of Science Degree majoring in Political Science and minoring in Legal Studies. They write poetry which spans their young adult years dealing with pertinent events and recurring themes in their life. In 2022, they came in 1st place at the Methodist University Talent Show. In the same year, their poem won 1st place for the Dr. Sue L. Kimball Creative Writing Competition. In 2023, they came in 2nd place at the Methodist University Talent Show.

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